After a long hiatus..

2011-09-01T13:15:00.004+08:00

Hey, I am finally back after about a year's absence. I truly missed blogging!!

Heaps of things happened while I was away. Many ups and downs I have encountered these 12 months. Personal issues, work and studies... Maybe I will just update a few. I am currently pursuing my part-time studies (while working - it isn't easy!). My FT portfolio which I had taken over since August 2010 still keeps me going and I have a new CCA at work - I am officially a member in the Staff Welfare Committee!

I have loads to write (yes especially about love life) but work and tuition keep me busy. I will when I have the time.

This song is playing on my mind right now. Exactly what I am feeling~

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2010-08-12T12:52:00.005+08:00

I just realised that I had not been blogging for quite a while. The past 2 weeks had been a hectic one for me coz I took over a new portfolio from my colleague who left to further her studies. I'm handling the foreign teachers now. :) The jobscope's pretty interesting, liaising closely with these FTs and stuff but there are still so many things for me to learn and catch up. Plus, now's the peak period. :(

Sometimes, I have to thank Allah for all the things He had planned for me. Seriously, I had no time to go out lately to catch up with friends, to go for retail therapy etc. Work had occupied nearly half of my life, plus tuition assignments maybe a quarter. By the time I'm home, I'll be dead beat. Sleep is all that I ever need most these days. Talking about sleep, I have not been sleeping well. I have been having nightmares on WORK!! Crazy, I know. I dreamt of meeting up with all these ang-moh teachers, calling out their surnames one by one, applying EPs, checking their passports. The list is endless. LOL!!

But, frankly, I do enjoy the change in jobscope.

I have fulfilled change No. 2. No. 1 was changing the route to work (remember?) which I have been through it until now. :)

I am glad I am making positive changes. :)

Amin has been trying his best to patch things up with me even though he's STILL with that girl. I find that extremely ridiculous. Saying that you still love me when you are still with that ppfftt..?? Sorry, I won't buy it anymore. Maybe you are the sort who takes things slow, or too slow in fact, but I am not like that. I don't like to muck around aimlessly. I have things to achieve.

And in fact, I feel that my heart's closing its doors for you. Yes, I don't deny that I still miss you, at times when I'm lonely, but it definitely is fading with time.

I'd wish you'd stop all these mind games. I know, you are still very much in love with her to have been with her this long. I have accepted that bitter fact that you are happy with her and I am happy for you too. What can I do is to move on with my life.

It is the second day of Ramadan today and I have been unwell since yesterday. Oh, times like this, I wish I had someone that I can whine to and nurse me. Heh.

I might say that I lost interest in finding and dating guys, but deep inside, I am actually longing for a lifelong partner whom I can safely call as my HUSBAND. :)

I am still waiting for the day that P will take me out for dinner. And I hope one day Allah will bless him with the hidayah to accept Islam as his faith.

They say, doa or prayers can change one's fate..No kidding.

My Simple Kind Of Life

After a long hiatus..

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